I Don't Know How

Inspiration

Sparked a vision

In me.

A little while

Back.

And I made

plans.

Goals were laid

out.

Schedules re-worked.

Sacrifices made.

I jumped in

enthusiastically.

And began to learn

More of what I didn’t know.

Then, plans changed.

Schedules changed.

Doubt and confusion showed up.

Ah, my old friends!

It now seems unrealistic to

Continue on.

In the ways I have been

going.

So now what?

Do I accept defeat?

Is this a vision I should let die?

I simply don’t know how

To go from here.

I just don’t feel like pulling

Back.

Something is growing

In my heart.

Ready to be born.

But, my ideas no longer make

Any sense.

So why am I gripping them

So tightly?

Contract.

Relax.

Please show me.

Contract. Relax. Contract. Relax.

Breath in

Breath out.

Let your system

Do the work.

Let go of your

Limitations

This is bigger now

Than you pictured it.

You were the spark

Allow for the flame.