Hold My Hand

I forgot.

For a long time

now.

That time,

When my heart

Broke

And life was too

Hard

And I screamed my

Curse at god.

I simply forgot

To ask.

The pain was very

Convincing

That I was completely

Alone

But it was a lie.

I forgot to ask

For you to

Hold my Hand.

I wonder what would have

Been

If I had remembered

To ask.

It was me that

Pushed you away.

I did that.

Not thinking that I had

A choice.

And some part of me

Stayed alone

After that.

With proof of my

Aloneness clutched tightly

In her hand.

It’s time now.

To let go of all evidence.

And look again at the

facts.

I am surrounded by love.

I am supported with grace

When I remember to

Ask.

So, please

Hold My Hand.

I’m ready to

Walk this path

Together.

I am older now.

I can see more of my

Magnitude.

I will do this work

Better

If you hold my

Hand.